ambiguous analogies

ambiguity is simple


today as i was driving to work (after being called in) i was thinking about



the "right way"
which i would loosely define as taking the appropriate actions in my current life to enable me to live my life, and be as happy as possible in my final moment(the moment immediately before my death)

looking into my definition further, i realise there are two conditions that must be met in order to be happy. extend my life and be happy in my final moment

nature vs nurture

i think these two sides represent a learned or egotistical side and an inherant natural urge to be happy

death is necesary and natural to all life on earth so why try to manipulate it? to extend life? i think is also a natural instinct just

as deer run from hunters we take medication? is this the same? i think humans go the extra mile. we fight the death that comes from age. what other animal runs from old age like we?

is death a predator?

is it too much of a strain on nature for humans to extend their life? how could it be? anything we could concieve
of doing is natural, because were natural a bird builds a nest a human builds a house.

cant nature adjust? maybe it does, it must. whos to say what is because of what? butterflies causing tornados? maybe we have created cancer or aids or one of the many epidemics thy have come, or maybe we have created them all just by existing we use and push an manipulate and all these things are done to us in retaliation.


you cant stop nature, dont get caught on these words

remember what the feeling of it not the word you would use represent it.

the more simple of a life you have, the happier you will be.

i think meditation is vacationing in a more pure mindest, just feeling and seeking. like crawling through the darkness of a cave, experience and emotion, contemplation and complexity, the fuel feeds and motion is set.


analogy is my rosetta stone